Acting struggling with zindagi

Meri zindagi yaha se suru hoti hai ek ladka gaon se nikal kar delhi sahar main jata hai,uske bahut bade sapne hote hain bahut bahut bada business man banne ka fir dheere dheere uske under ek acting ka junoon aaya dance seekhna chahta tha kyoki use bada aadmi banna usne logo ko bewkuf banana suru kiya paise ke liye logo ko thokha diya,

Ek samay tha main haridwar gaya waha kaam ke liye par waha mujhe kaam mila nhi achha or waha se delhi wapas aa gaye mere rishtedar ne humko 3,4 din rakha apne room pe unko hum bojh lagne lage fir achanak mujhe ek dost mila delhi sahar main uska name rajeev tha usne meri bahut madad ki khane peene ka bahut khyal rakha usne mujhe paise bhi diye lekin maine use dhoka hi diya wo aaj bhi din humse nirash hai or hum kahte kabhi kisi ke sath dhoka nhi karna chahiye tha, maine factory company main kaam kiya bahut mahant ki par kuch bhi hasil nhi hua or mujhe bahut paise jarurat thi,

maine theatre kiya acting ke liye national drama of school mujhe acter banna tha bahut achha daily hamesha practice karta tha,

Acting ke liye main mumbai gaya waha mere liye mumbai bahut naya tha waha ke liye mujhe knowledge nhi tha fir bhi humko log milte gaye or mumbai main meri pahchan banti gayi waha maine kabhi local train mein kabhi ticket nhi li hamesha bina ticket chala kyoki mere paas paise ki kamai nhi rahti thi,fir dheere dheere mujhe kaam milna suru hua or mere paas paise hote gaye acting ke main star banna chahta ya fir bessiness man banne ka sapna tha mera,

Paisa ke liye maine kya kya nhi Kiya restaurant bar main maine kaam kiya hotel main maine kaam kiya catress main maine kaam kiya lekin mujhe kahi bhi safalta nhi mili aaj hum pareshan hain paise ke liye maine modeling ki movie shooting pe gaya junior working kiya par mujhe kuch nahi mila.....

Ek din achanak ek mode aaya Instagram pe maine ek ladki ko preksha rana official ish ladki ko dekh kar mujhe isse pyar ho gaya maine isko 4,5 saal follow Kiya iske liye main dipression main gaya isko main janta hu yeh bhi mujhe janti preksha ne humko Instagram pe block kiya isliye main dipression main gaya 2,3 baar suicide kiya hai kabhi nhi socha tha main jinda rahunga, mumbai main mere bahut dost hai sabse kareebi dost piyush walde tha uske maine bahut enjoy Kiya kyoki wo achha paisa banda hai ,

yeh duniya hai koi kisi ki bhi nhi hai beta jiske pass paisa bas uski duniya hai.......... [email protected]